Welcome to Or Ami

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Welcome to Or Ami

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I was sitting with the community this year, instead of the choir, taking in every prayer and song, while trying to sing with the Cantor and the choir. After singing the prayer Sim Shalom, I was overwhelmed with the feeling of guilt.

Why am I feeling so happy and light?

Am I enjoying myself too much?

I keep crying , but I am not sad.

Should I not feel more remorse?

Should I not feel more somber? After all, this is the holy day, not a holiday.

I am not bored…

I felt confused and a little scared of: what if this is not right?  I can't and won't go back to the alternative – long, boring services in other synagogues.

So I did what I have been taught in all my coaching sessions.  I identified my outcomes:

To experience Jewish learning.  What does it mean to me as a woman, mom, a Jew and most importantly as a human?

To enrich my kids and family's life with love of Judaism. So that no matter where they go, Judaism is always with them in their heart and soul

To teach my kids that life is not just about them. They have a responsibility as a Jew to themselves, to their past, to their children, and to their community and the world.

To find a place where I can contribute, grow, learn academically, spiritually and religiously.

To feel and be connected to myself and others.

My conclusion:  I felt more connected to myself, to my ancestors, to my children and to everyone in that temple yesterday than ever before.  I contemplated the prayers and what they mean to me, more than ever before.  I belong to Judaism and Judaism belongs to me.

My mom had lost faith and connection to Judaism over the years and after being diagnosed with breast cancer again, she did not even want to come to the temple. Yet she came, she prayed, she cried, and left the services with a totally different attitude. She was uplifted and filled with hope.

My teenage daughter said to me, “Mom, I feel so high and so happy. I really loved the services.”

Do you remember when you were a teenager and how you felt about the services of High Holy Days? From these services, my child believes that we belong to Judaism and Judaism belongs to us.

So I feel like I am home, this is were I belong, and if that means I have to suffer and be happy and spiritually-uplifted, instead of guilty and somber, so be it.

Upcoming Events

16Dec
12.16.2017 - 01.07.2018
LAUSD winter break
16Dec
12.16.2017 - 01.01.2018
LVUSD winter break
19Dec
19Dec
12.19.2017 7:30 pm - 9:15 pm
Adult B'nai Mitzvah Class
20Dec
Livestream High Holy Day Services
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Watch Services Online

Worship with us from the comfort of your home. Find strength in prayer while in your hospital room or convalescent home. Connect spiritually while away. Services live streamed twice monthly. Our calendar lists times of live streamed services.


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Photo Gallery

Take a look at different events, occasions, and ‘happenings’ here at our synagogue. Our Mitzvah Day celebrations, Tikkun Olam, simchas and special occasions!


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Social Justice

Our community is actively involved with social action, fulfilling the mitzvah of tikkun olam, repairing the world.


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Youth Groups

Combined social, educational, religious and social action programs to create opportunities for the synagogue’s children to create lasting friendships.


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Rabbi Kipnes' Blog

Our Rabbi explores Jewish spirituality on the journey through life. Delve into refreshing perspectives on Judaism, contemporary issues and Congregation Or Ami. Interactive commentary that lets you read and be part of a discussion.


Newsletter

Or Ami News

Read more about what's going on in our synagogue and community this week and this month. 


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Tree of Life, Yahrzeit Memorial and Noah's Ark

Honor and remember your loved ones. Our Tree of Life celebrates simchas (joyous times). Our Yahrzeit Memorial Plaques remember loved ones. Our Noah's Ark honors or remembers beloved pets.

Upcoming Events

16Dec
12.16.2017 - 01.07.2018
LAUSD winter break
16Dec
12.16.2017 - 01.01.2018
LVUSD winter break
19Dec
19Dec
12.19.2017 7:30 pm - 9:15 pm
Adult B'nai Mitzvah Class
20Dec